New idea

Along with my documentary and my job I am now writing an internet dating theasco book with Holly. It will be a smash hit and she can do all the PR stuff and I will take care of the back ground work..

Just another change

I am loving this revised version of me! Well its me without all the crap. I am throwing away all pseudo religious( new age) material. I have seen evidence that cells vibrate and that they attract to each other. I can rationalise that one. No airy fairy, emotions and belief. It is just to distant and convoluted. Nothing matters but your opinion. I understand that now. It literally vibrates your cells! Reinforcing whatever cellular oscillation, increases or decreases the probability of the desired occurrence. A vibe is a real thing, its not an illusion and can be detected by other individuals. Hence, physical and emotional attraction. Individuals react to certain'' cellular vibes'' and their corresponding physical or emotional triggers. Anything from tone of voice, to pheromones. It is actually science, even inanimate objects vibrate on certain frequency. AWESOME

Same ole story

I have grown tired of this pseudo relationship I have with my mother. Its always about her. How devastated she is that I am not some bible toting Christian.Always with the tears, I just want my kids to be happy and know Jesus>> How the fuck am I supposed to know Jesus, if he existed at all,he died over 2,000 years ago and was a fucked up Jew, would I even want to know him. I know she has ''daddy'' issues, which drive her from rational thought. Of course, I didn't search for a father, I had one and he sucked. No thanks on a repeat again.. 20 years of pure devotion to her ''happiness'' and it still isn't enough to gain her favour over an imaginary ''daddy''. Sod it then I live 5,000 miles away. I am becoming famous over here for intellectual pursuits. ''I know its real, I feel it. The Holy Spirit? Really? I speak in tongues.. So you are weird. I know Angels languages. Wouldn't be easier to communicate to people in English or what have you?